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[ September 26, 2005 at 7:15 pm] |
Shikamaru & the Smashing Pumpkins
Peut-être y avait-il un pixel rose de trop - j'aime le rose mais à l'échelle des paillettes de chocolat sur la crème fraîche. Peut-être suis-je frustrée de ne plus avoir vu d'épisodes de Naruto depuis... bouhou. Peut-être me suis-je exposée trop longtemps à ma carte topographique samedi soir - je l'aime, elle. Peut-être n'aurais-je pas dû imiter [brillamment] la coiffure de Shikamaru... l'autre jour. Peut-être Nara Shikamaru est-il tout à fait adorable. Simplement.
Toujours est-il que, ce week-end, au lieu de réfléchir à la cabane dans le jardin des voisins, j'ai indolemment et inutilement - valeurs ajoutées - métamorphosé mon layout.
Il y a même une cuillerée des Caesars qui traîne.
Par ailleurs, si on pouvait me fournir un laboratoire discret (et, accessoirement, quelques mètres de corde elfique)... *sigh* j'aimerais pratiquer quelques expériences sur la personne de ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=92.2) kaineflood.
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[ August 7, 2005 at 1:48 am] |
School stuffs & KuramaOw. I'm getting anxious about the start of the new academic year. Still more than one month left, I know. But. But. But. The reopening date for enrolment is 16 August. I need to be absolutely sure of what I'm doing. I've got to get it right. I really want to study architecture. But I guess I'm [a little] afraid of mathematics & physics lessons.
If everything goes off smoothly, I'll also begin regular Japanese classes in September. Finally something structured. Mmm. I'm really looking forward to it.
Hn. I should do sport, I know that. But I expect my timetable to be quite tight. Plus I'll have to conscientiously throw myself into my education. I'd have liked to take up a martial art - such as kendo (long-term desire). Well, I'll have to see.
By the way the osteopath advised me to find an activity so that I could relax. Yes, he thought I'm far too tense - as well as on the defensive.
じゃあ ・・・
Mh, some days ago, I did my first colorbar. Of course it's a Kurama - my fetish - one.
( My pleasure is below these words )
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[ August 6, 2005 at 10:40 pm] |
闇の末裔 fanarts
Both are complete and G-rated (maybe PG for the first, I don't know).
Nothing Can Go Wrong
Kurosaki Hisoka & Tsuzuki Asato
(devious path)
Chibi Samurai
Mibu Oriya
(devious path)
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[ August 4, 2005 at 2:18 pm] |
闇の末裔 iconsHere are my first icon experiments.
3x Tsuzuki Asato
1x Kurosaki Hisoka
1x Mibu Oriya
1x Kazutaka Muraki
1x Tatsumi Seiichirou
( follow me )
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[ August 3, 2005 at 10:18 pm] |
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X 1999 - episode 16
This episode [focused on Seichirou-san & Subaru-san's story - and relationship] has disturbed me deeply.
I nearly cried. Stupid, ne ? Actually I dunno. Weird at least. For sure.
I get over-sensitive every now and then these days. Without [clear] reason.
My own behaviors can be totally poles apart. Disconcerting. I'd be beginning to wonder who I am. The very critical question.
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And I can't resist cherry blossom. That symbolizes too much for me ...
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[ July 11, 2005 at 6:03 pm] |
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Nose in a book
・ books I have to read :
[x] La chute du sac en plastique - Julien Bouissoux
[x] Fight Club - Chuck Palahniuk
[x] Le meilleur des mondes - Aldous Huxley
[x] L'écume des jours - Boris Vian
・ books I would like to purchase :
[x] Les fables de l'Humpur - Pierre Bordage
[x] 1969 - Ryu Murakami
[x] Lignes - Ryu Murakami
[x] Le musée du silence - Yoko Ogawa
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[ June 24, 2005 at 11:59 pm] |
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Naruto - episodes 17-18-19
Maybe it's riduculous and stupid but.
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But I cried during the episode 19, when Zabuza ask to see Haku's face and Kakashi-sensei lays him next to the dead boy... And the snow - unusual at this time of the year. Zabuza turning his face towards Haku's. Are you crying, Haku ? Zabuza laying his hand on Haku's cheek. The snowflake that turns into a tear. The rays of sunlight. And the music...
I just couldn't help it.
I think I had sensed it during the previous episodes. I had sensed that I would be deeply moved. However, even aware of that, I couldn't resist. Am I weak ? Too emotional ? Occasionally, yes. Aside from that kind of moment, I have a heart of stone, I'm cold-hearted, indeed heartless - as my mother often says.
It's pretty strange to feel like that now. So sad. Deeply touched. Deeply imbued with a raw and pure feeling. Strange. At the same time, it sort of makes me feel alive.
Yes, strange.
Both weird and wonderful.
Last time [or one of the last times] I cried in such a way, it was thanks to / because of Kurama. [...]
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By the way, I love Mayumi Asano's voice. She's Haku's seiyuu, as well as Hisoka's. My heart has a keen sense of hearing...
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[ May 10, 2005 at 3:22 pm] |
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a frivolous resolution [devoid of interest]...
From now on, when I have to give somebody a present, the default one will be a teddy bear - or another fluffy toy. Everybody loves teddy bears, doesn'it ? Even Sesshoumaru-sama does... Well, err, I'm wandering from the point. Actually I'm a nuisance when it's about having gift ideas. And now that's settled - as a general rule at least. Yet teddy bears are generally quite expensive. So the presents are likely to be small, uhu. Not that I'm stingy with money, but...well, in fact, I am. Anyway, little fluffy toys are so cute. My friends might have to learn how to love them.
As for me, I would like to find a pink fluffy rabbit or elephant. I know, I'm frivolous.
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| Grow up ? |
[ April 12, 2005 at 12:11 am] |
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Tonight, my Mother told me that I should grow up. I appeared amusing and said that I had Peter Pan syndrome. Beyond my playful smile, I was quite unsettled, indeed distressed and offended. Yes... I asked her why she thought that. I wanted some precise reasons, not generic and abstract ones. I wanted facts. For a moment, she sounded uncertain, and reluctant to answer. Then she cited what I liked. That did not come as a surprise to me. She often bases her judgement on my centres of interest, on my occupations and so on.
I might seem to be frivolous and out of touch with reality. Like a child in a world of his own. Something like that.
So, my Mother thinks I should grow up. To be honest, I know she is right in some ways. I certainly remain childish and ingenuous. From some standpoints. I am not completely out of touch with this famous reality. Quite the reverse. I am aware of it. Bitterly. That's probably why I tend to keep my distance from it. I know, this behaviour smacks of clichés. The-so-called-poor-little-disenchanted-thing. No. I mean...
This reality - this world - does not suit me. Unless I do not suit this reality. Both. I don't want to become an adult, a typical adult. The mere thought of that fills me with acute deep pain. I cannot help it. It's hard to explain. I have to muse about it. Again.
Meditative phase.
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| Just a statement of fact. |
[ April 10, 2005 at 2:04 am] |
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To tell the truth, I don't exactly know why I created this LJ some weeks ago. I mean, none of my friends/acquaintances have got a LJ. So, I'm probably going to soliloquize gaily. Maybe I should awaken my ego, set out to conquer LJ-universe, entice innocent people into my lair, sip their spirits and --- Well, perhaps not.
*deep breath*
I'm going to improvise about the practical use of this LJ. Quite interesting, I know. *grumbling*
From the time being, I'm tired. And funnily enough, my right elbow is numb. So, my bed seems to be the most tempting destination right now.
The end of an absolutely useless entry. Uhu.
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| My inner child is laughing at me. |
[ February 28, 2005 at 12:31 pm] |
[ current mood : melancholy ]
[ listening to : aura (.hack//SIGN OST I) ]
[ reading : Death Note + some Harry Potter fanfictions ]
My inner child is ten years old...
The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether I'm off on my bicycle [or pony] exploring, lost in a good book, or giggling with my best friend, I live in a world apart, one full of adventure and wonder and other stuff adults don't understand.
( « How Old is Your Inner Child ? » [brought to you by Quizilla] )
Hmm, Herr Doktor ? ^^'
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[ February 25, 2005 at 11:24 pm] |
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